Loneliness, The Usual Pain letra

Every night when I close My eyes
I think I´ll never face so much lies that I´ve faced
Loneliness, the usual pain
I´m so far away from grace
´Cause You never embraced Me

When I´m alone...I remember that part of Me grew inside You
When I´m alone...I remember that part of Me died inside You
I´m afraid...threaten by the empty walls around Me
I´m so afraid...threaten by the dirty thoughs inside

Just yesterday...You said You´ll love Me forever and I believed
Just yesterday...I saw You laughing but You laughed at Me

Mind and heart betrayed and used by love
Lies against trust ´til death do Us apart

You lay beside Me but it feels like I´m alone
You put Your arms around Me but it feels not the same anymore

Abandoned, unborn...is Our love and the fruit of it
Abhorred, buried...That s Me, insipid

...And while I sleep I m with You
And the sweet unborn child of Mine.

Beyond the Dream - Letras

• ...There My Heart Should Be
• A Foreplay For The Wolves
• Am I Awake?
• Ambassador
• Banished From Wonderland
• Beautiful Little Storm
• Blinded
• Engaged with the Wind
• Fading Stern
• Foreword
• Freewill As A Souvenir
• Loneliness, The Usual Pain
• Lullaby for the Sleeping World
• Masquerade in Eden
• Mental Image On Fear
• My Cradle
• My Cradle
• Predator's Bride
• Promise (Opening)
• Red Rivers
• Rotting Lovers, Withering Flowers
• She Wants More
• Snakes And One Heart
• The Hands On The Hearts
• The Place In Heaven (...Or A Palace In Hell)
• The Vow
• When Man Exists No More
• You Are The Water
• Your Spit As A Flower On The Tomb In Me